GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
Everything that can go wrong has gone wrong, and I can't cope ideally want to ctb tomorow feeling all relaxed not when all on edge like am today.

1) I couldn't get into the the front door. Had to ask a stranger was crying at this point
2) Horrible feeling parents are suspicious
3) Did have Asda delivery coming tomorrow with weeks worth of shit. Just in case I fail. But now I've pressed the wrong button I will be on edge all bloody day as to whether it's coming.
4) A bath that was meant to be hot and relaxing was freezing cold
5) Now I can't get out of the front door stupid weak little girl. It's a Block of flats but can guarantee anybody will be around when needed.
6);Had pizza order earlier today two diet cokes drank one forgot the had been put in the freezer. Yep you guessed it it's exploded so really thirsty and no clue what to about drink/food for the week.

And want somebody to talk to maybe or give me bit of direction when needed till this is all over. Or ignore me that's what i would do.
 
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boc

Experienced
May 19, 2021
252
There's no rush. If you're not feeling it, wait a bit. Hope your next day goes better man.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
The right time will come some day. Don't rush it.

Hope you can feel better soon.

Hugs,

Matt
 
GreyMagic

GreyMagic

The more you care, the more you have to lose.
Feb 21, 2019
173
Thanks you Boc and Matt for replyin.
 
Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,045
No rush but I wouldn't put soft drinks in the freezer if I was you.
 

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