abruptum
Lost
- Jan 10, 2021
- 167
Every day i wake up just to self sabotage myself
I live my day just getting angry with myself, have episodes of psychosis, get more angry at myself, feel bad about my accomplishments and discredit them, remember all my responsibility, and then feel like what i'm thinking isn't valid because i'm worthless and useless.
This all happens just to go back to bed and redo it all over again day after day week after week month after month.
Why can't i just be happy i just can't take it anymore
I live my day just getting angry with myself, have episodes of psychosis, get more angry at myself, feel bad about my accomplishments and discredit them, remember all my responsibility, and then feel like what i'm thinking isn't valid because i'm worthless and useless.
This all happens just to go back to bed and redo it all over again day after day week after week month after month.
Why can't i just be happy i just can't take it anymore