S1_ckJoe

S1_ckJoe

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Nov 15, 2024
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If I lose all hope of recovery, I already have my method and I'm determined when I'm going to do it. But living in a violent country where there are femicides almost every day, I'm a little terrified of being one of those victims. When I had this problem with my ex-partner, he had told me that he had hired certain people to harm me and my family, and even though nothing happened, I still live with that fear until now, I live almost paranoid. The idiots at the prosecutor's office are useless, they left my case forgotten. Many told me that he did that to scare me, to manipulate me, but it's much worse than that, I know what he's capable of. He had bought a gun. How the hell did he get the gun and who did he buy it from? Well, the only ones who can sell you those things here are drug dealers or people associated with that. Here in my city there are only tactical equipment stores, not gun stores. Where the hell did he get that gun from?

Maybe I'm being paranoid, maybe he's already dead or who knows what, but I've been living with this fear for practically months. I don't want to die at the hands of someone else, I want to die by my own hand, my life is only mine.
 
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This sounds like a very frightening way to live. I'm so sorry. People are so shit. It makes me sick.
 
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