Venting i'm a failure at every level

[MoqoRani]

there is nothing going for me, i'm so uninteresting so boring so stupid, i'm failing academecally, i've already repeated a year and about to repeat another, i've lost what little interest i had in math and engeneering, dropped all of my hobbies and became incapable of learning anything. i have no friends no social life and can even go days without talking to anyone, also my looks and personality aren't the best either(if i even have a personality in the first place). my relationship with my family keeps getting worse, i dont feel at home wherever i go. and on top of that we're poor and living in the global south so screw access to sure resources. i hope this would just end whether through CTB or recovery .

 

[SexyIncél]

Was this a gradual thing? Did it suddenly happen? Or has it always felt like this?

You had a bit of interest in math/engineering. Can you remember anything that did tickle your interest?

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really tiring what you've had to go through, it's true that there certainly is far too much suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.