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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
Would they travel to a beautiful country and ctb? Spending on drugs and whores? Buy a gun? There are so many possibilities that I'm confused give me your opinions friends
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Visit Japan and then ctb sooner or later either there or in my country!
Money could help me a lot but I would still be suicidal!
 
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Beachedwhale

Mage
Mar 3, 2021
526
Live at least a normal life.
 
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Lari
Oct 28, 2020
41
I would help as many people as I could and buy a very large house close to nature :)
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
5,739
Pay you to change your pfp.
 
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BlankUser

Mage
Apr 24, 2021
501
If I had more money I wouldn't be so miserable. I would go on frequent vacations, would buy things that make me feel better, and would donate to animal charities every month, maybe I would try to get help from a professional who KNOWS how to treat OCD.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I plan to buy a new car and travel.
 
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Fehler

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Oct 12, 2020
455
Visit Japan and then ctb sooner or later either there or in my country!
Definitely the first thing I would do, many years planning it with friends but they always backed off, at least I could visit it before ctb.
Bloat from fast food before ctb doesn't sound bad either.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
Try and do some things I never got to do before I CTB. Travel, visit places, try psychedelics.
 
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ExhaustedExistence

ExhaustedExistence

Life is just waiting for death
Mar 26, 2021
693
Travel around the world and then buy a house by the seaside❤

But still suicidal.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,988
If l had enough money l'd buy a Bungalow somewhere at least a mile from the nearest town(for essential supplies) then build a reinforced concrete wall at least 10ft high and 3ft thick with a watch tower on each corner '25ft high' a double garage, a small pool and a electronic gate! And Trespassers will be Shot Twice sign's Everywhere! With a Acre of ground inside my fortified complex l could sit back with my camouflaged sniper's rifle beside me and a crate of six packs within reach (either uncle Tom's chocolate ale or John Smith's bitter) Hey l'm allowed to pipe dream! :-) Oh and 2 ww2 Sherman Tank's 'in full running and firing condition' parked up either side of the front gates! Just to complete the intended look!
 
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narval

Enlightened
Jan 22, 2020
1,188
Pc. Fast food. My own house. A lonely and surly life. And whoever who dares to annoy me, well, i'll bite him in the eye. I wish i would have a kind of castle doctrine in my country :angry:.
 
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motel rooms

motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
7,086
I hate to burst anyone's pink bubble, but people who have average jobs & earn an average amount of money can't afford to buy fancy houses & travel the world :))
 
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All Things Must Pass

All Things Must Pass

Mage
Apr 14, 2021
557
What does "average amount of money" amount to?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,025
Move to the Netherlands and try to get euthanasia. Money cannot really improve my life but it can buy my death.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
906
Visit some countries and then I'm ready to go.
 
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BornofDust

BornofDust

Student
Dec 11, 2020
132
I would travel most of the world. Pay all of my college tuition lol. Move to a nice area(I'll probably still live modestly since I don't need a mansion to enjoy life), do everything I never got to do as a child. And probably still buy SN " just in case." I've had enough with life. Build my own Fruit and Veggie garden or something. Probably buy a Koala lol. Oh and buy a house buy the beach.
 
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DeathNoot

DeathNoot

Student
Feb 19, 2020
137
Buy whatever house I can afford. Get some pets, paint art for the rest of my life while interacting with people as little as I can possibly manage (unless I miraculously become more sociable)
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Average amount of money? Continuously or as a lump sum? If continuous, I guess I would travel. If lump sum, I'd pay off my debts, buy some stuff my parents need, and purchase a cremation for me.
 
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shush

shush

can you find me space inside your bleeding heart?
Aug 16, 2020
29
travel to the other side of the world to kill myself in the middle of nowhere far away from everyone i've ever met
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Buy a lifetime membership to the PPeH.

Cheers

Geo
 
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Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
I'd stockpile N

I'd also buy out Bausch Health and force them to continue manufacturing Seconal. Peaceful pills for everyone!
 
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Wizard
Jul 31, 2020
690
Visit Japan and then ctb sooner or later either there or in my country!
Money could help me a lot but I would still be suicidal!
that would be the perfect suicide, but with the amount that i have i would only be able to travel to Portugal .. maybe i will travel to the most beautiful city in my country and kill me there
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I'd get an apartment somewhere so I could finally CTB alone and in peace.
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

Student
Mar 20, 2021
174
I'd ditch NN and go for a firearm/ just N alone. Average amount of money doesn't mean a huge lump some of money. The average employee can't afford fancy houses, cars, or to go on vacation lol. I'd just purchase a firearm, ammo, go to a range to get practice and buy a bottle or two of N then decide which one to go with (probably N)
 
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heraclitus23

Member
May 26, 2021
46
Travel. Spend a few months in each country I want to visit, really experiencing it. Do everything I have been stopped from doing.
 
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loopylou

Learn to fly
Jan 11, 2021
884
Probably fly to a country that's beautiful and ctb there
 
russlinjimmies

russlinjimmies

Member
Feb 21, 2021
76
If the question is if I earned an average amount of money, as in an average income, then nothing would change for me.

Where I live I am solidly middle class, so I don't have to worry about money but I still want to CTB. My issues aren't money related, though. Anxiety keeps me from trying new things and depression keeps me from feeling like I deserve to do anything for myself positive with my income beyond the basics (rent, utilities, food).

If I wanted to CTB due to money issues I would definitely think remedying that would be a huge improvement.
 
Rayzieka

Rayzieka

Not Really Here
Apr 28, 2021
637
Eat steak every day I guess
and also try to obtain N
 

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