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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
Something has been on my mind lately. I am unable to go somewhere to end things since I lack means and transportation. I thought about doing it here at home. However, I investigated and the police will search and close the apartament up once they find my body. I am terrified of my parents having to be outside crying or neighbors seeing the scene. I know the police can't even touch the body until the people specialized on it arrives and so on. I read that suicide is treated as homicide first, mostly if it is not evident that it was suicide. Since my method is SN, my body will be almost decent and they would need an autopsy . I just don't wish to make my family go through it. I wish I could access an hotel as quick as possible. But the faster I can do that is probably two weeks from now. Even dying is difficult.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,886
Suicide really is so complicated, and your feelings of wishing that you could access a hotel are understandable. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I really dislike how we live in a world where suicide is so stigmatised. Best wishes.
 
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Quite Dying

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Aug 20, 2022
13
End of life planning should be part of our access to care model in Healthcare. Healthcare should be about the beginning and the end with respectful care in assisting us to go in dignity.
 
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OhWellDerp321

Student
Jun 1, 2023
190
Suicide really is so complicated, and your feelings of wishing that you could access a hotel are understandable. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. I really dislike how we live in a world where suicide is so stigmatised. Best wishes.
Yep. Yet they say don't stigmatize mental health. But as soon as pro-choice suicide is mentioned....then people go crazy.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Police, prosecutors and courts love dragging people through the mud. Maybe a carefully worded final note would aid in preventing them from putting your family through the ringer while they put on their dog and pony show. Show some sympathy instead of following guidelines. Who knows. Police are all corrupt, lying pieces of shit anyway.