
hellispink
poisonous
- May 26, 2022
- 1,229
Something has been on my mind lately. I am unable to go somewhere to end things since I lack means and transportation. I thought about doing it here at home. However, I investigated and the police will search and close the apartament up once they find my body. I am terrified of my parents having to be outside crying or neighbors seeing the scene. I know the police can't even touch the body until the people specialized on it arrives and so on. I read that suicide is treated as homicide first, mostly if it is not evident that it was suicide. Since my method is SN, my body will be almost decent and they would need an autopsy . I just don't wish to make my family go through it. I wish I could access an hotel as quick as possible. But the faster I can do that is probably two weeks from now. Even dying is difficult.