i wonder if i'm too emotionally damaged, sense i've always had low self esteem

[katara]

i always get ignored and left out in conversations, its always going to be that way
i have no qualifications, no career
even on here i get ignored in conversations and the people who have more going on get all the replies
everyone sees how worthless i am except for me
if i was smart i wouldn't be in this position in my worthless life
i should just give up already

 

[Valky]

That's simply not true. I am sorry That you feel that way tho.

Many people here have already made connections to other people and once you do too, you will also have interactions like that.

I also don't believe that it will always be that way for you in conversations irl. There is a lot of stuff you can learn and start trying out, whether that's small talk or other social skills.

You're not worthless and you're also not stupid. Low self esteem is sadly totally normal for a lot of mental illnesses but that doesn't mean that it's true. Remember, it's your illness talking and not 'you'.

 

[katara]

@Valkyrae
It's not really just the way I feel tho, in the end i am in a limbo and it's been going on for years and will only continue to get worse.
I used to be ready, but now I'm not ready to ctb because of fear and failure. Although im pretty done with life all the same... I've gotten into a worse place because of how people have treated me and it's made me give up. When you go through life without ANYONE to count on in your darkest moments, you become much worse mentally, and then literally NOBODY wants you around :(

 

[Valky]

When you go through life without ANYONE to count on in your darkest moments, you become much worse mentally, and then literally NOBODY wants you around :(

That is very true sadly :/

 

[Valky]

If you ever need someone to talk to, I am here for you :)