Venting I wish something else would kill me

[Comatose11]

I wish I didn't have to ctb in order to die. I wish something else could kill me. Or if there was some way to make it look like an accident, other than the thing where people cut off blood supply to get an orgasm. I can't remember what it's called. Because I don't want to die in that way, that would be so embarrassing. Can some drunk driver please run me over while I'm taking a walk?

 

[TiredHorse]

Agreed. I've stopped looking both ways when I cross the street.

Had a dump truck lean on its airhorn the other day as I was crossing to get my mail out of the mailbox. It was speeding, too, so it would have packed a good wallop. I wasn't quick enough to stop and "freeze in astonishment" right in its path, though. Missed a good opportunity.

 

[Lra888]

Autoerotic asphyxiation. That would be an easy way to make suicide look like an accident. Maybe do a partial suspension and leave porn playing on a computer or tv in the room?

Actually that would probably make things worse for family.

 

[stargazer]

There's a lot of storms here the past few days and tomtorow. Getting struck by lightning? No thanks.
As much as I want to CTB, believe me, I don't want to die painfully or unexpectedly.
That's the whole point of me planning my CTB and making it as peaceful and as successful as possible.

If I had your mindset then I would just go walk outside right now with the Lightning. Scary.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

It seems easier to think about it if you do something like run infront of a truck accidently. I would prefer that over it being completely my fault

 

[NotWorthLiving]

I wish I could take the cancer out of someone's life and let it kill me instead. 2 birds 1 stone.

That'd be great. Like you wouldn't be just throwing away a life you'd be preserving one of someone who wants it more. Is there any possible way that could happen?

 

[wanttodie]

me to I wish something or some one could kill me.

 

[Comatose11]

Autoerotic asphyxiation. That would be an easy way to make suicide look like an accident. Maybe do a partial suspension and leave porn playing on a computer or tv in the room?

Actually that would probably make things worse for family.

Way too embarrassing

 

[BellaKAT]

I wish I could take the cancer out of someone's life and let it kill me instead. 2 birds 1 stone.

reminds of how when ever i hear about mass shooting or tragic accidents I think damn I wish I could take that families and that victims pain away, and put on myself instead. life isn't fair and no one ever said it was. :/

 

[15dec]

I'd rather die a 'hero' helping someone else, saving their life or whatever. Would make things easier for my loved ones and I'd finally be doing something good

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I wish I could just die in my sleep. Go to bed and never wake up.

 

[Lil_Intro_Vert]

Totally relate, it'd make things easier for my friends and family

 

[azucaramargo]

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I wish I didn't have to ctb in order to die. I wish something else could kill me. Or if there was some way to make it look like an accident, other than the thing where people cut off blood supply to get an orgasm. I can't remember what it's called. Because I don't want to die in that way, that would be so embarrassing. Can some drunk driver please run me over while I'm taking a walk?

I often have the same desire, Comatose11-mostly because I'm too scared to ctb on my own. It sounds like you wish someone else would kill you because the idea of your suicide would be shameful? Is that it? Just curious. No judgement either way.

 

[azucaramargo]

I wish I could just die in my sleep. Go to bed and never wake up.

I think about this ALL.THE.TIME.

 

[azucaramargo]

reminds of how when ever i hear about mass shooting or tragic accidents I think damn I wish I could take that families and that victims pain away, and put on myself instead. life isn't fair and no one ever said it was. :/

Wow, BellaKAT, you're really altruistic. I never think about making other people's lives easier. Props to you.