I understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I really wish that suicide is straightforward, to me it'd be such a relief to just be able to cease existing in peace. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
It's so tiring to keep thinking about different suicide methods and worrying what if it fails and makes life 100x more miserable. Someday I will definitely travel to the US and pay a hoodlum to shoot me dead. All of the other methods looks far fetched to me.
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As long as it was relatively clean and painless. To be fair if I knew I was going to bleed out I could probably deal with it. Just don't want to have any limbs taken off
ouchie that would hurt, i wonder if ill go down immediately or ill like slowly fall to the ground dramatically like the protagonists do in bollywood movies
I know what you mean. I'm in a country where it's really hard to get a gun. Police have been a big part of why I'm suicidal (I'm not a criminal, but their investigation of someone close to me repeatedly traumatized me and led to constant harassment). But I don't fit their preferred demographic to murder. I'd probably end up tazed and further humiliated if I tried to suicide-by-cop.
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