I wish it would just happen naturally

[esoterispeec]

I wish I'd just get kidney failure or oesophageal cancer or anything that kills me in like 1 year. I don't have the drugs or the mental Fortitude to ctb

 

[Bagger]

Be careful what u wish for, cancer death is one of the worst.

 

[bloomingdark]

I don't think anyone deserves those kind of illness, I wish we all could have a peaceful way out in our sleep, you don't deserve those kind of things but I get how desperate it can be...

Sorry your going through this...

 

[ExhaustedExistence]

I wish I had cancer too, but I'm afraid of chemotherapy. Of course I wouldn't do it, but my family would convince me.

 

[DarkWolf]

A heart attack is the best way to go

 

[WornOutLife]

I wish the same. Although I hope not to suffer so much.
My main problem with dying is the pain.

 

[disillusionment]

My grandmother died of cancer and it was a horrible way for her to go. so I think you should be careful what you wish for... my stepmom's friend apparently used to always say he wanted to die, and then he got hit by a car and died (an accident not suicide) I don't think it would be a good way to go

Personally I really want to die peacefully in my sleep. because I'm cowardly. I also wish it would happen naturally so that my family won't blame themselves for my suicide or anything.

 

[esoterispeec]

Be careful what u wish for, cancer death is one of the worst.

It depends, sometimes your immune system becomes so weak and you end up dying from a cold or pneumonia instead of the actual cancer.

 

[Bagger]

It depends, sometimes your immune system becomes so weak and you end up dying from a cold or pneumonia instead of the actual cancer.

Immune system can become weak when there is chemotherapy in progress, or when bone marrow is cancerous itself. If this is not the case, then death will be caused by an organ failure where amount of cancerous cells suppress correct organ functions. It may be electro-chemical cause, or mechanical. Mechanical is worst, imagine dying by slowly increasing pressure inside your skull or by perforated lungs or internal bleed out.

 

[Some1's_Wasted_Fetus]

Late stage cancer even without chemotherapy can be very gruesome tbh. I'd rather die of SCA (sudden cardiac arrest) if it had to be a natural cause

 

[Passersby]

Yes I wish I would just have a heart attack tonight and die in my sleep! My luck I'll probably get something really painful and drawn out for years. Im not going to end up hooked up to a dialysis machine everyday and suffer for years as it slowly takes me down. If I haven't CTB yet and something like this happens then it will definitely be time to do it even if I had to force it.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

A massive stroke for me please

 

[PrettyMoose]

Yeah I wish the same. The hope is that some kind of deadly disease would finally push me over the edge enough for me to kill myself successfully. I wouldn't want to die from cancer, but I'd see cancer as a green light for suicide. I almost never go to see a doctor and I am a lifelong smoker so maybe I will get my wish. Who knows.

 

[ClairyFairy]

I also wish there was something in the natural world that would kill me. I think if you get cancer your survival mode kicks in so you might prolong it. Getting ran over by someone mounting the pavement would be what I wanted or die in some sort of terrorism

 

[IanUK]

My last wish every night is to not wake up in the morning - too many people I cared about have gone - I just want to follow them with the least fuss. The last 12 months have convinced me I no longer belong in this time.
I've already lodged my wishes with my doctor and keep a copy with me in case I'm unable to make my wishes clear. No attempts to save me and if I get an illness I won't be seeking a cure. All I want is painkillers. No chemo for me - I suspect when I get the "bad" news I will smile and thank the doctor and ask how long and what pain killers are available - I won't be seeking treatment

 

[Tintypographer]

I think about this all the time. I feel like it's a wuss way of thinking but it's like I hope the decision will be made for me.

 

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Cancer is shit. What some people really need is not so painful sudden death without discovery.