I really want to die but everytime I try to order SN or try to steal other meds (I work in a pharmacy..) I suddenly am filled with doubt..
I know my life is not getting better it literally can't.. I can't undo what was done to my body by doctors (I'm intersex and was "treated" with testosterone against my will) and I can't accept it. I feel disgusted by myself literally 24/7 like for fucks sake I cry everyday when I see myself.
But I just can't do it. I feel trapped.
I just want to stop feeling so bad.. I want to live but I can't because what was done to me causes me to suffer so bad every single fucking day of my life.
Can someone just fucking kill me already..
I know my life is not getting better it literally can't.. I can't undo what was done to my body by doctors (I'm intersex and was "treated" with testosterone against my will) and I can't accept it. I feel disgusted by myself literally 24/7 like for fucks sake I cry everyday when I see myself.
But I just can't do it. I feel trapped.
I just want to stop feeling so bad.. I want to live but I can't because what was done to me causes me to suffer so bad every single fucking day of my life.
Can someone just fucking kill me already..
