Slayer
Member
- Sep 13, 2018
- 47
It's been almost a year and I'm thinking about killing myself every single day. I've got SN, metoclopramide, I just need cimetidine.
I'm moving out my parents house very soon, I'll share an apartment with some dude. I'm planning to kill myself there. I feel bad for that poor soul for having to find me, but what can I do. I'll lie parents I re-enrolled college and do it shortly afterwards. I can't kill myself at home because of parents.
I feel lonely and miserable all the time. Life is hard and meaningless. It doesn't matter whether I live for 25, 35 or 65 years. I'm going to die anyway. Screw this. I can't enjoy doing anything anymore. I want to end this nightmare once and for all.
I'm moving out my parents house very soon, I'll share an apartment with some dude. I'm planning to kill myself there. I feel bad for that poor soul for having to find me, but what can I do. I'll lie parents I re-enrolled college and do it shortly afterwards. I can't kill myself at home because of parents.
I feel lonely and miserable all the time. Life is hard and meaningless. It doesn't matter whether I live for 25, 35 or 65 years. I'm going to die anyway. Screw this. I can't enjoy doing anything anymore. I want to end this nightmare once and for all.
