I want to cmmit suiכide because I'm a fat obseesive eater

[paredler]

I'm a 31 year old gay male and I hate my body so much I want out of it. It's not even my biggest problem, but this alone is already hard enough for me. I'm rejected by other guys, especially muscular guys I'm attracted to so much and want to look like. I get that it takes hard work and discipline to be muscular and I'm a lazy monster who eats everything but I just want to vent about the unfair laws of biology are. I hate needing sugar, I hate being programmed to avoid pain, I hate feeling tired, sad and in fear all the time for 11 years. I can't win this game.

 

[Kimlett]

It's like I've written this myself. I'm also a gay fat male, I hate my body and I can't change cause I'm addicted to food. My boyfriend likes me however. There are guys in good shape who feel attracted to fat bodies, not many but I hope you can find anyone. I'm with you, I wish I was different, It's not fair.

 

[MissRevlon]

I'm a skinny gay male and i want to CTB