Story I thought I had more time.

[AlternativeSnoo]

I'm a master procrastinator. I joined this site months ago. But been putting it off for a long time. Due to some recent development in my personal situation, it seems like I might soon lose the privacy I need to ctb. I have about a month. I'm freaking out. I thought I could plan it out nice and properly.

 

[Sensei]

It's the most important decision of your life, so you shouldn't rush it. Are you sure that there won't be any opportunities along the line?

 

[AlternativeSnoo]

It's the most important decision of your life, so you shouldn't rush it. Are you sure that there won't be any opportunities along the line?

I might or I might not get another chance. Depends on how well I can keep up my act. I'll try my best. I'm completely detached from reality. I can only do this when I'm living alone. When the time comes that I have to move in with my parents they will get suspicious.

 

[Sensei]

I might or I might not get another chance. Depends on how well I can keep up my act. I'll try my best. I'm completely detached from reality. I can only do this when I'm living alone. When the time comes that I have to move in with my parents they will get suspicious.

May I ask what your method is?

 

[AlternativeSnoo]

I decided it's gonna be SN. If I'm not able to get it I might resort to hanging.

 

[WornOutLife]

I lost my privacy for 6 months because of my failed attempt. It sucked but after playing "the nice and normal guy act" they gave me freedom and I was allowed to live alone again.

Whatever it happens, you'll be free again some day so, don't rush things unless you're 100% sure to go for it.

Best of luck, pal.

 

[AlternativeSnoo]

Whatever it happens, you'll be free again some day so, don't rush things unless you're 100% sure to go for it.

Not if I'm unemployed.

 

[M.M]

Shouldn't be an unsurmountable task to eventually rent a hotel/motel room for one night.

 

[AlternativeSnoo]

Shouldn't be an unsurmountable task to eventually rent a hotel/motel room for one night.

You're right. I was freaking out earlier and wasn't thinking straight. I've calmed down a little now.