DeadlyLiving
I can't fix it, is this where I give in?
- Jan 1, 2019
- 152
It's been a troublesome week. In my apartment complex was a fire and while my apartment only has some soot and smoke damage, the basement was hit. The fire destroyed tubes and power lines so that the whole building is uninhabitable.
I have cats and a dog. Especially my own little kitty worries me so much, I was so worried that she dies because of the fire or all the smoke. The three cats are still in the apartment because we don't have anywhere else to put them but we can still feed them and such but soon they have to go into a pension or shelter because we can't go inside the apartment. The repair will take 2 months. I am currently with my dog and brother at my grandparents but we can't stay here for so long, we probably have to go into a hotel soon and who knows if they allow the dog? My cat being alone there is enough to make me cry and everything. I am afraid that my drug addicted mother steals my stuff. I am sad and bored here. And paying for a hotel and shelter space is impossible.
I am waiting till Monday to hear from my social assistance if she can get a apartment for me and my cat and dog, if not .. I still have my SN and everything else at home. I am going to go there, write my letter, lay next to my cat and take my SN.
I can't take this. My depression is too much and I have no friends who can support me, let alone that my social anxiety is driving me insane at my grandparents and I feel like I am not welcome at all here .. I just want this sweet sweet peace.
I have cats and a dog. Especially my own little kitty worries me so much, I was so worried that she dies because of the fire or all the smoke. The three cats are still in the apartment because we don't have anywhere else to put them but we can still feed them and such but soon they have to go into a pension or shelter because we can't go inside the apartment. The repair will take 2 months. I am currently with my dog and brother at my grandparents but we can't stay here for so long, we probably have to go into a hotel soon and who knows if they allow the dog? My cat being alone there is enough to make me cry and everything. I am afraid that my drug addicted mother steals my stuff. I am sad and bored here. And paying for a hotel and shelter space is impossible.
I am waiting till Monday to hear from my social assistance if she can get a apartment for me and my cat and dog, if not .. I still have my SN and everything else at home. I am going to go there, write my letter, lay next to my cat and take my SN.
I can't take this. My depression is too much and I have no friends who can support me, let alone that my social anxiety is driving me insane at my grandparents and I feel like I am not welcome at all here .. I just want this sweet sweet peace.
