I think I'm ending my life tomorrow.

[cheesefundamental]

I'm basically going to slit the wrist where the veins are most visible, and, if I don't bleed out, then I plan to use a tourniquet. I'm going to be practicing using the latter today so I know what to expect and do.

I might be posting my story to here if I have the energy, but I don't think I have the energy for much anymore. I can't even eat, when I promised I would to myself, because I lack the energy to cook.

This life was hell from start to finish. I just wished I could be unconditionally loved.
I think that's all I ever wanted.

 

[suicide4me]

If you choose to go, wishing you nothing but peace.

 

[cheesefundamental]

If you choose to go, wishing you nothing but peace.

Thank you..

 

[DarkWolf]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point, you deserved better. I wish you luck and peace in whatever you choose to do. Remember that it's okay if you change your mind tomorrow.

 

[◄✵火✵〇°Ø•WÅR•Ī°〇✵火✵►]

I'm sorry for what you've been through, op. I wish you peace. And I wish for you that you may find what you're looking for.

Spoiler

 

[WornOutLife]

Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear you'll be leaving us.
Please, consider this carefully because slitting your wrists seems to be a very painful method.

I wish you could leave this world at peace.

Anyway, best of luck and if you need to talk, here I am!

 

[Deathbydemo]

This life was hell from start to finish. I just wished I could be unconditionally loved.
I think that's all I ever wanted.

This hurts my heart to read because it's all I ever wanted too.

Whatever you decide to do, I hope it brings you the peace you long for. You deserved better.

 

[alown]

I hope with all my heart that your departure will be as painless as possible

 

[cheesefundamental]

Thank all of you. I think I'm moving it to tonight, though. Came across a picture of one of my sisters, and I just don't think I can handle this anymore. I'm sorting my belongings, finishing my letters, and finishing up any loose ends.

Oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear you'll be leaving us.
Please, consider this carefully because slitting your wrists seems to be a very painful method.

I wish you could leave this world at peace.

Anyway, best of luck and if you need to talk, here I am!

Thank you. I'm going to get drunk to make it easier, but if it ends up too much, I have the tourniquet. I need to practice, though, but I think I understand it.

 

[rs929]

I don't think there is such thing as unconditional love, except from some mothers and I wasn't lucky enough to have such one
Theoretically, you could unconditionally love yourself. I couldn't put that in practice either.
But, in any case, there is love. Temporary, defective, conditional. Even then, it might be something worth living for

 

[GarageKarate07]

I'm basically going to slit the wrist where the veins are most visible, and, if I don't bleed out, then I plan to use a tourniquet. I'm going to be practicing using the latter today so I know what to expect and do.

I might be posting my story to here if I have the energy, but I don't think I have the energy for much anymore. I can't even eat, when I promised I would to myself, because I lack the energy to cook.

This life was hell from start to finish. I just wished I could be unconditionally loved.
I think that's all I ever wanted.

How old are you about if you dont mind anyone asking? Like what decade-ish? I would trust in the compressions method with the Tourniqeut...i can never spell that stupid word.... practice so that you tighten it very quickly on the right spot. Blood can send you into shock and cause you to change your mind very fast. Just saying. Most people dont realise what that shock does to you. Just like full hanging, you gently step off your box to find you really dont want to that suddenly.

 

[cheesefundamental]

How old are you about if you dont mind anyone asking? Like what decade-ish? I would trust in the compressions method with the Tourniqeut...i can never spell that stupid word.... practice so that you tighten it very quickly on the right spot. Blood can send you into shock and cause you to change your mind very fast. Just saying. Most people dont realise what that shock does to you. Just like full hanging, you gently step off your box to find you really dont want to that suddenly.

19, I don't really mind saying.
I don't really have anything left for me if I /do/ stop, and I'm already fucked, basically. No rent money, no end to the pandemic in sight, and the people I cared the most about are basically gone. I.. Know blood throws people into shock, but I think I've been pushed far enough. I tried to talk myself down already, it.. It didn't work.

Thank you for the advice, though, I mean it.

 

[GarageKarate07]

19, I don't really mind saying.
I don't really have anything left for me if I /do/ stop, and I'm already fucked, basically. No rent money, no end to the pandemic in sight, and the people I cared the most about are basically gone. I.. Know blood throws people into shock, but I think I've been pushed far enough. I tried to talk myself down already, it.. It didn't work.

Thank you for the advice, though, I mean it.

Tourniqeut....

 

[bloomingdark]

I am really sorry you reached this point, i hope you can look up for peace

The wrist cutting is a little painful for what I have been told but if you're okay with that it's okay


The best wishes...

 

[cheesefundamental]

Thank you..

I am really sorry you reached this point, i hope you can look up for peace

The wrist cutting is a little painful for what I have been told but if you're okay with that it's okay


The best wishes...