I spend a lot of time traveling and spending time in my own city and I see so many young beautiful healthy and happy people all around me. I remember when I was in college and high school most people were well-adjusted with supportive parents. I am always in shock that my life looks nothing like that, and anyway my school years are now over and there's nothing I can do to make that time better now.
Without going too much into detail the problems from this missed time were unfortunately not temporary. I am physically unhealthy because of mistakes that my parents made on my behalf during my childhood. My mom insisted that I was the cause of my own health problems and now I am permanently marked by that conclusion. I can't live like this and I don't want to live like this.
I so badly want reincarnation to be real. I genuinely feel like I will have a better chance if it was. I just want to have a normal mom, normal house, normal health, normal everything. If it was guaranteed I would go today.
Without going too much into detail the problems from this missed time were unfortunately not temporary. I am physically unhealthy because of mistakes that my parents made on my behalf during my childhood. My mom insisted that I was the cause of my own health problems and now I am permanently marked by that conclusion. I can't live like this and I don't want to live like this.
I so badly want reincarnation to be real. I genuinely feel like I will have a better chance if it was. I just want to have a normal mom, normal house, normal health, normal everything. If it was guaranteed I would go today.
