So my Mom says she feels pain for me when I'm being all schizophrenic/bipolar, which is always. I'm starting to feel no fear towards feeling pain as I ctb. I just need to be able to carry out a plan with limited resources. It looks like jumping is my only way... If I leave my ID at the site will my Mom still have to Identify my body? Is jumping less painful than an SSRI/SNRI?
Sorry, an SSRI overdose.. I have plenty of pills to take. I have a bridge, gun or pills. Opinions on what is least traumatic for my family.
I wish I had as many options. Gun is the most fatal but you will need to decide about your family.
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JadedGray
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SSRIs/SNRIs rarely work and just cause Serotonin Syndrome, which is very painful. https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Bad_methods
Pills usually don't work.
Every method will affect your family though.
Well I knew it was bad but didn't consider it being one of the worst. I had a slight case of Serotonin Syndrome due to chasing zoloft with rum but I guess it could hurt a lot worse than it did. Thank you.
I'm most concerned with them having to identify my body
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JadedGray
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You're welcome. Hopefully you decide on a method. Unfortunately, almost all methods require more time than 7 days to prepare. The only methods that could work would be jumping, hanging or using a gun. The rest require supplies that would more than likely take longer than a week to get. No matter what method, it will always be traumatic to your loved ones.
I have access but it belongs to my dad... I'm not sure what would happen to him if I did that. I want to grab it everytime I walk past that cabinet. Haunts me.
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That's commendable of you. A lot of people wouldn't be able to resist the temptation.
