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Trojan

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I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I like the idea of never being found. I would love to basically disappear off the face of this earth. I guess it doesn't matter really to me, if I'm found or not as I won't be alive anymore so I wont be able to feel anything.
 
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EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
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It sounds like a good way to live, it would suit me, but I'm not sure I'd want to not be found after ctb. I hope you enjoy you life situation, does sound like perfection to me.

Wish you well.
 
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Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
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Mysterious disappearance is the classiest method.
 
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Sprite_Geist

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I think that is an ideal way to go.
 
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Trojan

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It is the ideal living situation for me. That is why I would ctb if it was threatened by my ill health because I'm old. I won't let anyone put me somewhere else like a hospital or nursing home.
 
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Disco Biscuit

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There was a film made about someone in this situation. It's really sad and it made me cry when I watched it.

 
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whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
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I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.

It is the ideal living situation for me. That is why I would ctb if it was threatened by my ill health because I'm old. I won't let anyone put me somewhere else like a hospital or nursing home.
What are your methods for ctb ?
 
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Trojan

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Apr 28, 2021
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I have a debreather. Since that method has come into question, if it doesn't work my fall back would be carbon monoxide.
 
LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
I wish I could be in your situation.
But how can you don't have any family or relatives ? Are they all dead ? Or are they alive but just don't bother to contact you ?
 
Hennessy

Hennessy

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Jan 14, 2019
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I live alone. I have no family or friends that would ever try to contact me. My rent and other bills are automatically paid by the bank. My income is automatically deposited. If I ctb I might end up being one of those stories where I'm not found for years. Not sure how I feel about that. It could be a good thing.

I think this is a good thing.

Just think about it: your body will be finished decomposing or at least most of it will be before you are buried. This will result in fewer worms eating on your body if you're buried. When I die I will be buried, but I don't like the idea of worms eating on me.

Also; doctors, and especially medical students, will not be able to tamper with your body when you're in the morgue. Those people do that all the time; they cut in dead people and sometimes they take away body parts too. True story!
 
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Trojan

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I wish I could be in your situation.
But how can you don't have any family or relatives ? Are they all dead ? Or are they alive but just don't bother to contact you ?
I have a brother and a sister but no contact
 
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