Venting I just wanna be normal

[CoolGuy9]

I wanna wake up happy, because it's friday. Then go to school/work and feel like i'm learning or being useful. Then hang out with friends and be happy with them like how I used to. I want to know what it's like to be in a relationship like everyone else seems to be in. I want to play games to be happy and not to escape reality. I want to go to sleep not asking myself why I don't just commit suicide. I want to be proud of something, feel like i'm talented in some way and be confident.

All these normal things I may never experience in the future.

 

[Soon4me]

Hope you get experience at least of of these

 

[anuglymale]

I agree. I don't even want to be happy, I just want bad feelings to go