i hope i get one last dream

[dummy]

i dont think theres an afterlife or anything, but i like to think my brain is gonna freak out enough that i get to imagine something nice before i go.

im happy again. all i want.

 

[WornOutLife]

This might actually be likely to happen!
When I tried to ctb last year, before passing out I experienced this feeling everyone talks about: your life flashing before your eyes.

It was so weird. How could I see decades in seconds? I guess adrenaline has something to do with it.

Anyway, I hope to get one last dream too because I would really like to go to the real world, the so-called "afterlife" but I'm probably just one more number in this nonsense system and I won't probably get the answers I want.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

your life flashing before your eyes.

wow really? Was it like many memories popping up at once?

 

[WornOutLife]

wow really? Was it like many memories popping up at once?

Yesss!! It's as if you edited a video with random cuts of your life on fast forward mode! So crazy!

 

[Tackingintothewind]

That would be nothing special for me. I hate having photographic memories. I'm not sure I'd want to experience a nde. Knowing my luck I would be in the void stuck with my depression and anxiety.

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

That would be nothing special for me. I hate having photographic memories. I'm not sure I'd want to experience a nde. Knowing my luck I would be in the void stuck with my depression and anxiety.

oh same memories trigger my ptsd, I'll prefer to just get blackness and peace