ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,561
hey everyone, the last week has been horrible for me so I thought I would come on here and rant about how shit everything is. I've got no family or friends to confide in, so I'm really glad I have this community.
I didnt ask to be born, I didnt ask for this family, I didnt ask for this life and I didnt ask for my existence, but I got it anyway.
Nothing brings me joy anymore, im literally a robot at this point. things I used to like, I can no longer stand for more than 15 minutes. things I give a go just always feel like a chore. I just eat and drink now not because I want to, but because I want to fill in time.
Money and promotions are useless, im either going to be too old to enjoy the benefits of them or dead.
I'm lonely beyond comprehension, the only social interaction I have with anyone outside of my work is my delusional mother and brother, hell, even my dad doesnt want anything to do with me. Nobody messages me, im important to nobody except my dog (which is something i guess).
Everything just sucks. its been the same shit day in day out, week in week out, month in month out, year in year out for ages now. Nothing changes because the way I see the World cant change.
I cant wait to die, this life is overrated, whether you see it or not. Ive tried to turn my life around but each time I just end up more depressed, more suicidal, its absolutely pointless.
I didnt ask to be born, I didnt ask for this family, I didnt ask for this life and I didnt ask for my existence, but I got it anyway.
Nothing brings me joy anymore, im literally a robot at this point. things I used to like, I can no longer stand for more than 15 minutes. things I give a go just always feel like a chore. I just eat and drink now not because I want to, but because I want to fill in time.
Money and promotions are useless, im either going to be too old to enjoy the benefits of them or dead.
I'm lonely beyond comprehension, the only social interaction I have with anyone outside of my work is my delusional mother and brother, hell, even my dad doesnt want anything to do with me. Nobody messages me, im important to nobody except my dog (which is something i guess).
Everything just sucks. its been the same shit day in day out, week in week out, month in month out, year in year out for ages now. Nothing changes because the way I see the World cant change.
I cant wait to die, this life is overrated, whether you see it or not. Ive tried to turn my life around but each time I just end up more depressed, more suicidal, its absolutely pointless.