Story i feel used

[kindawannacrylol]

about 2 days ago i got into a situation where i was manipulated into doing sexual acts with a man that made me extremely uncomfortable and that i told him i did not want to do. if you've read any of my previous posts then you know that i'm a lesbian and i have a strict and religious family that i'm trying to get out of. the event has destroyed my self worth and honestly i just feel like a used whore. i feel disconnected from my body, it's just so disgusting to me right now. it's just made everything so much worse and i really really cannot wait to ctb.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

about 2 days ago i got into a situation where i was manipulated into doing sexual acts with a man that made me extremely uncomfortable and that i told him i did not want to do. if you've read any of my previous posts then you know that i'm a lesbian and i have a strict and religious family that i'm trying to get out of. the event has destroyed my self worth and honestly i just feel like a used whore. i feel disconnected from my body, it's just so disgusting to me right now. it's just made everything so much worse and i really really cannot wait to ctb.

Hi,
I'm sorry to hear you're suffering. That guy must have been a total scum bucket to use you like that. This is how I feel as well after an experience with a guy, Although it was truly my fault

 

[Eire1992]

I am so sorry to hear that that happened to you. I can't imagine what that must feel like and I won't insult you by trying to. The only advice i can offer from my own experience is to try to seperate yourself from the event. You are you. You are not what happened to you. You are just you.

 

[hermes]

I am very sorry to hear what you went through and what you are going through.

Please don't let some monster make you lose your peace of mind and let some Jerk not be the cause of your CTB.

 

[motel rooms]

I'm sorry that happened to you. I hope you'll be able to realize how dangerously soul-destroying & useless it is to force yourself to sleep with men in the hope that you'll stop being a lesbian

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry to hear what has happened to you. It can destroy us doing things that go against how we feel. It must be really hard dealing with this, I can't even imagine. I wish you well.