Ali
No exist
- Dec 5, 2018
- 30
I read that many of us are emotional today, I feel that way all the time, but today it's fucked up.
Try partial in November, just when I discovered this forum and failed. I had a broken heart among other reasons that dragged years ago. In December I went to say goodbye to my ex, but we stayed together and then we saw each other a few times, the last two cried both nights and he just said "stop crying" "I do not want a relationship", "you stress me out".
I kept myself here for him, believing that everything would be fine and he would be my support, but it has been cruel. Today he told me by chat not to bother him, that he does not want to see me and that he complains to someone else about how I feel. It's sad, I feel used sexually and ugly, this is the last reason that I broke inside, I feel empty and I'm going to ctb tonight if I manage to configure it well. I just hope I faint fast, that the seizures are not noisy. I could not find information on that point ... the convulsions and the end. I saw a video of a boy in a thread, he saw himself fast and the seizures slow.
I hope you understand what I say, I do not handle English well.
Try partial in November, just when I discovered this forum and failed. I had a broken heart among other reasons that dragged years ago. In December I went to say goodbye to my ex, but we stayed together and then we saw each other a few times, the last two cried both nights and he just said "stop crying" "I do not want a relationship", "you stress me out".
I kept myself here for him, believing that everything would be fine and he would be my support, but it has been cruel. Today he told me by chat not to bother him, that he does not want to see me and that he complains to someone else about how I feel. It's sad, I feel used sexually and ugly, this is the last reason that I broke inside, I feel empty and I'm going to ctb tonight if I manage to configure it well. I just hope I faint fast, that the seizures are not noisy. I could not find information on that point ... the convulsions and the end. I saw a video of a boy in a thread, he saw himself fast and the seizures slow.
I hope you understand what I say, I do not handle English well.
