Spaghettii
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- Sep 22, 2023
- 20
I'm laughing at my self so much i had to get it out. It's just so absurd and idiotic to me and probably only me :|
I placed my SN order 18 days ago, and they are arriving today in an hour or so (I'm tracking them on the map like a maniac lol).
I have also placed an order for a cauple of dumb looking fake cloud slides or whatever they're called and I'm vigorously following them on the map too, and they're about to deliver today before noon.
And suddenly it just hit me... that I'm equally excited for both?? Hello?? Is death a joke to me?? Or am i just too enthusiastic about some dumb slippers?? When am i gonna wear them even?? With all the shit I'm going through, are these slippers the ones that gonna save me from CTB?? Wtf is wrong with me this doesn't make any sense. Is this how my SI is trying to kick in??? With some stoooopid slides??? Really??? I feel like a kid who's getting distracted by a keychain. No even a tasty lollipop, a dumb useless metal-tasting keychain. This is the last thing i expected from my brain. It's just so absurd!! Doesn't make sense. Tbf I'm mentally in a place where nothing makes any sense anyway and everything seems pointless and meaningless but lol didn't expect my SI to be like, "hej look at the new slides they're so pwetty let's not CTB it'll get better yay". My forehead is burning after all the face-palms.
Anyway this was a nice little break from life.
ok byeeee
I placed my SN order 18 days ago, and they are arriving today in an hour or so (I'm tracking them on the map like a maniac lol).
I have also placed an order for a cauple of dumb looking fake cloud slides or whatever they're called and I'm vigorously following them on the map too, and they're about to deliver today before noon.
And suddenly it just hit me... that I'm equally excited for both?? Hello?? Is death a joke to me?? Or am i just too enthusiastic about some dumb slippers?? When am i gonna wear them even?? With all the shit I'm going through, are these slippers the ones that gonna save me from CTB?? Wtf is wrong with me this doesn't make any sense. Is this how my SI is trying to kick in??? With some stoooopid slides??? Really??? I feel like a kid who's getting distracted by a keychain. No even a tasty lollipop, a dumb useless metal-tasting keychain. This is the last thing i expected from my brain. It's just so absurd!! Doesn't make sense. Tbf I'm mentally in a place where nothing makes any sense anyway and everything seems pointless and meaningless but lol didn't expect my SI to be like, "hej look at the new slides they're so pwetty let's not CTB it'll get better yay". My forehead is burning after all the face-palms.
Anyway this was a nice little break from life.
ok byeeee