Worsethangarbage
Student
- Nov 13, 2018
- 138
I am just stuck here unable to even say how i feel...yet I don't want to be alone.
Sorry
Sorry
I am just stuck here unable to even say how i feel...yet I don't want to be alone.
Sorry
For how long...like been 9-10 years so far. It's driving me crazy now. Can't hold out. You can't just not go to school or outside. I have really bad trust issues too...Since you don't feel safe communicating in person try communicating online.
Sorry...I might sound rude but I don't need help....sorry...Okay. Can you try to talk to people who come to your house and make a start of being social that way?
Honestly, it's not your fault. I myself think I am worthless pile of shit that can't be helped. When I become numb, I just overall become rational and suicide seems like an irrational thing at least with the method I have available here (highly risky and not peaceful at all). That just makes it much more harder to proceed with anything.Okay. I can't help you. I'll stop trying to.
I don't really know what you meant by this. Do you mean I should live forever being unhappy ?Okay chose a different word than numb. You might accept this difference in yourself and that people will react to it. Then you can pay attention without worrying about how they will react to you. But listen to them.