I do not know what is happening to me

[Judah]

I'm scared, nervous, I got fully into the idea of CTB, but now I'm nervous, shivering and sweating cold, I feel my blood pressure rise and I'm nauseous. But I know that it is the only way to reconnect with my love.

 

[WornOutLife]

That's perfectly normal.
Dying and ctb are not easy at all. I mean, we're "programmed" to live. Going against the grain makes things much harder.

Just take your time, calm down, and then you'll realize what the best to do is.

Feel free to pm me.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Life_and_Death]

and then you'll realize what the best to do is

to clarify i think @WornOutLife means what is best for you to do, be it join your loved one or find your purpose here on earth

 

[WornOutLife]

to clarify i think @WornOutLife means what is best for you to do, be it join your loved one or find your purpose here on earth

Absolutely!
Finding your true purpose is the key!

 

[whywere]

I totally agree with @WornOutLife as yourself and ones happiness is key to the experience of being human and beyond. Walter