Danby
Just remember that the last laugh is on you
- Aug 13, 2024
- 48
Financial problems are just killing me. It's the number one cause of my stress and anxiety and depression--it's all a vicious circle. If I could solve the financial problems I probably wouldn't want to ctb. But nothing's working. Medical bills, credit card bills, my daughter's college tuition, the mortgage, . . . and then having enough left after to keep the lights on, the water running, and food on the table. I try to juggle things, but it's not working. I can't take much more. Meeting with my soon-to-be ex wife about our finances this afternoon, and not at all looking forward to that. Depending on how it goes, today may be the day I finally order the shotgun and shells and start the ctb countdown. But I'm not sure I can wait that long. Oh how I wished I lived in a more gun-friendly state--I could go into a fucking Walmart and be good to go. Might try the night-night method again, this time with socks, if I can't wait for the gun to get here.