EternalSummer
Experienced
- Nov 13, 2020
- 276
It seems i live day by day without an aim or higher goal, the only thing i do is escape my responsabilities. I have general anxiety disorder, anything that involves having responsabilities and people depending on me makes me panic.
I'm still living with my parents, but the time is running short, i don't know how to fix myself nor solve my problems, even if I did, all the emotional pain necessary to deal with these things makes me wanna poof out of existence.
But i made a promise to myself, if i gonna end it I will not do it feeling desperate, in panic or in scrutiating emotional pain. I will be calm, relaxed and with peace of mind. Thankfully, SaSu gave me the information which enables me to do it with DIGNITY, something i never had.
I'm still living with my parents, but the time is running short, i don't know how to fix myself nor solve my problems, even if I did, all the emotional pain necessary to deal with these things makes me wanna poof out of existence.
But i made a promise to myself, if i gonna end it I will not do it feeling desperate, in panic or in scrutiating emotional pain. I will be calm, relaxed and with peace of mind. Thankfully, SaSu gave me the information which enables me to do it with DIGNITY, something i never had.
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