I am so god damn weak

[noname223]

I am so useless in this world. Since my illness nothing worked anymore. I am a wreck. There will be only one solution for my problems. At least it will be a permanent one. Fuck the world. I don't want to go into details i am too paranoid for that. My fututre prospects are horrible. I should have ctb when I was way younger. If we weigh things up my first psychosis destroyed a lot. But to be more honest i was manic since i am 15.
I am quite sure it will end in a rational suicide. My other options are so horrible. I will be terribly desperate. Fuck my life!

 

[WornOutLife]

I feel you, pal.
Our bipolar disorder sucks!

 

[blue_muse]

So useless that you've come on here to offload instead of making a rash decision, I beg to differ.

 

[Odwin]

I always wonder if bipolar has any kind of use.
I mean ADHD was pretty useful in the past if you were a hunter. You had an inhumane ability to notice little things.