how detailed/niche is your plan?

[sanctionedusage]

anything beyond method and location? time of day, what you want to be looking at or watching, music, your appearance, weather conditions, month, clothing, etc.

i always thought i'd be a roper but now i'm considering jumping, specifically off a bridge to avoid killing someone on the sidewalk below, since i don't think i'd do it late at night enough to avoid busy streets. my agoraphobia is getting much better so my options are broadening.

i think i'd like it to be early evening and definitely clear weather. other than that, i don't think i care too much. i think i wouldn't do it if someone just talked to me in the 3 hours before i did it, it'd creep me out on their behalf to think they're talking to me one minute and i'm a corpse an hour later.

tell me your cbt niches

 

[martyrdom]

Pretty niche since everyone freaks out at me when they learn my method and not a single other person wants to do it. It's detailed in terms of its execution so I can do it correctly and safely (with regard to others).

In terms of scenery or conditions there isn't much detail, though I have specific clothing I want to wear for personal reasons. I don't know if I will talk to someone while I'm executing it.

 

[Grog]

I've been thinking about jumping in front of a train. If it's going at a high speed, my death should be quick and painless.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I still have stuff I'm throwing about in my mind. I have SN- even though it's expiring soon so- that makes me nervous. But, most of my plans revolve around trying to cut out the hassle for my family. So- my Solicitor will be the Executor of the Will. They'll get a house clearance company in. I'll either pre- pay or ask them to arrange a direct cremation. But, I suppose I've gone through what I want to leave out for them. Tax return details, service provder details, shit like that.

I also want to make it as easy and safe as possible for first responders. So, wearing an adult diaper. Laying thick plastic down. Thinking maybe I'll put a positioning pad under me. They use them to move about patients in care settings.

Also obviously- clear notes it was a suicide and what method. Probably delayed emailed notes to my Solicitor for my family. They'll be contacting them anyway.

For me- lots of confort. Jogging bottoms and a t- shirt most likely. I want to cuddle some hot water bottles. I think that might comfort me. Some relaxing music on.

 

[dogdrool]

Pretty detailed!
I've attemted (and aborted) the same method more than once. I've kind of always been set on going by train, though I did consider a bridge and inhalants very briefly.
I don't have a specific month or day, ironically, but I know my location, time, what I want the weather to look like, the day is planned from start to finish and I have specific clothes to wear and music to listen to.
This is all by accident, just kind of stuff I developed over the course of my attempts.