SadGirl
Specialist
- Mar 24, 2019
- 334
I post things on social media statuses, things related to depression and suicide, how I feel emotionally and what I'm thinking, basically a cry for help maybe? I'm not sure, I'm just thinking about death a lot lately, but nobody seems to care. And that further fulfills my desire to ctb. I just don't go for the afterlife punishment and for my mother.
Sometimes I'm not even depressed, or not so much, I just feel like I don't belong in this world, and I just don't want to be here, not necessarily die, but just not being here, not feeling everything I feel, this indifference, apathy with life, and world.
Sometimes I'm not even depressed, or not so much, I just feel like I don't belong in this world, and I just don't want to be here, not necessarily die, but just not being here, not feeling everything I feel, this indifference, apathy with life, and world.