idk if this is the right place or not but I (like many of you I bet) am in a rough spot, I am very young if that matters but I can no longer stand the endless monotony and obvious decay of the state of the world. I know it gets said a lot but the rich get richer spreading propaganda about climate change and other subjects despite the fact we cant do anything about it because they are the ones that caused the main environmental disasters in the first place and tell us to recycle knowing damn well all of that will be undone in the next wild fire season. I am a developer I started in 7th grade and now I run some pretty big websites (allegedly) I no longer want to live but I am conflicted on how to leave my body; I fear pain and suffering. I would really like to share some personal details about myself (not sure if I am allowed) but I have no one in my life to talk to aside from people that make small talk around school. Not sure if this is more of a suicide letter or an introduction.
