Having a hard time Switching from CTB to recovery

[cherry7]

I've gotten my mind so used to obsessing about suicide and I've come to have no hope whatsoever that not doing CTB has become so painful because everything in me yearns to do it and it feels wrong not to. It hurts so badly. Can anyone relate?

 

[bunny_brownie9]

In the past I've felt like that before. I would give up on everything like studying, work, cleaning, socialising etc because of how I felt, and when it didn't happen in the past I would just think 'what the hell am I supposed to do now' so I understand where you're coming from. It's a tough situation to be in

 

[cherry7]

In the past I've felt like that before. I would give up on everything like studying, work, cleaning, socialising etc because of how I felt, and when it didn't happen in the past I would just think 'what the hell am I supposed to do now' so I understand where you're coming from. It's a tough situation to be in

Thank you. Yes that's how I feel.