Have had enough

[Ramirez]

I'm done. Everything is set up but I cant seem to do it. I wish someone would just kill me. Idk what's wrong with me. I keep hurting others and I suffer myself soo much. But I'm just not doing it. Arrgh. Wish someone would just do it for me.

 

[Ramirez]

I was super drunk and emotional. Cant delete it now. Sorry yall . Its true though I shouldn't be here. I should have used "venting" but as drunk as I was I forgot.

 

[LCS8555]

how does using "venting" change it ? it still stays on here right ?

 

[Ramirez]

how does using "venting" change it ? it still stays on here right ?

Yes but it kinda shows it's not a goodbye thread or anything.

 

[deepinlimbo]

You got to vent you got to vent. No shame. Why that thread header is there ;)

(where's agent 47 when you need him. I wish I could have someone shoot me in my sleep)

 

[LansJ70]

I'm here. $500K per contract (paid in advance, obviously LoL).

 

[Its time its time]

I'd do it for half that offer ;)

 

[LansJ70]

I'd do it for half that offer ;)

Cheapskate - I do it properly and make it look like an accident so they can claim on the insurance. I suppose we could work together and go halves :)

 

[Pookie]

I hear you. I've already begged two people to just strangle me or smother me with a pillow.

Of course their answer was NO.

 

[Weary Soul]

No worries about posting under duress - it happens to the best of us : )

And it is scary, at least in my view, to end my existence.

Much love and hugs to you!

 

[WornOutLife]

I was super drunk and emotional. Cant delete it now. Sorry yall . Its true though I shouldn't be here. I should have used "venting" but as drunk as I was I forgot.

I'm glad to hear you're still with us!
I'm gonna pm you in a while.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[LansJ70]

I hear you. I've already begged two people to just strangle me or smother me with a pillow.

Of course their answer was NO.

Your best bet is to take out a big insurance policy (if you want to leave money behind for someone) then have a kind person help you leave with nitrogen.

Practically no evidence (petechia only which could be anything) and they remove the "equipment".

The End.