Roulette
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- Aug 31, 2018
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Is anyone else in this dilemma, or has been?
Funny how even if you always tell everyone that it's fine, it'll eventually take a toll on you somehow. I feel like a character/actor to everyone, and these past few years I've been isolating myself because of it. It's rather lonesome. My own identity is stressful to think about
Can't even bring myself to talk to an online friend honestly. :/ There'd be a lot of hypocrisy as well as feeling like a fraud
Maybe this is just social anxiety at play
Wish I could just disappear altogether
Funny how even if you always tell everyone that it's fine, it'll eventually take a toll on you somehow. I feel like a character/actor to everyone, and these past few years I've been isolating myself because of it. It's rather lonesome. My own identity is stressful to think about
Can't even bring myself to talk to an online friend honestly. :/ There'd be a lot of hypocrisy as well as feeling like a fraud
Maybe this is just social anxiety at play
Wish I could just disappear altogether