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cacskunk
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- Mar 12, 2021
- 12
Well I'm thinking about ending it all on Independence Day, exactly three weeks after my 38th birthday. We will see how everything goes with my life between now and then. I'm seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist now and am taking Cymbalta. With having 3 chronic painful conditions, it has eased my pain about 85% but all I want to do is sleep and nothing else after work. I'm thinking of taking Cymbalta before the SN as it will help me relax. I will also be speaking with my therapist for the second time on Tuesday afternoon as well as doing a consultation about my over $100k of debt as I will likely be filing bankruptcy. Maybe some things will work out to prevent me from ctb on the day I have marked to do so.