Goodbye

[Tbest]

Hello everyone im kinda new here in a sense that i recently create an account but knew of this site for months( was just lurking around). After months of agony and seeing that i will only have a future of suffering i finally decided to CTB using partial hanging. I dont know why im writing all of this when i could just do it silently, maybe just wanted to say goodbye to someone... much easier than friends and relatives. I already set up everything and even tried it just so i can 'test the water' and manage to find the sweet spot. For me it has to be above my adam apple but dont take my word for it maybe for you could be different. Also apology if i made some error not a native english speaker
When i first tried it i almost pass out without pain just a mild discomfort on the skin. Planning to do it before the end of this week so will update thread when its time

 

[MrAsclepius]

Goodluck to you, partial is difficult to achieve for many. I hope you achieve peace.

 

[EmbraceOfTheVoid]

Don't be afraid to change your mind if you aren't sure. Good luck with whatever choice you end up making.

 

[Tbest]

Thanks for the kind words, tomorrow will be the day. So will update before i CTB

 

[Cat5050]

Why do you want to die?

 

[Nexuno]

Best wishes, whatever you decide to do. In a case or another I hope you can find the peace you deserve.

 

[Tbest]

Why do you want to die?

Without going into details i suffered mentally since i was a little kid, also im 'forced to stay' with toxic parents especially a father who has anger issues and like to 'lash out' to me and a person who i thought i could trust ended up betraying me, there is more but dont wanna go into details

Best wishes, whatever you decide to do. In a case or another I hope you can find the peace you deserve.

Thanks you so much

 

[WornOutLife]

Saying goodbye is sometimes necessary. I will do it too if I ever ctb.

I'm sorry to hear you're leaving, pal. I bet we could've been great friends if we had talked before.

Wish you eternal peace!

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[whywere]

I too had "parents" who should NOT have had kids. They called me "the mistake" from the get go to my face. So I have an idea of what you are going through. It breaks my heart to see you in such a place. PLEASE ALWAYS try and remember that you have your entire global family here that loves, cares and has lots of empathy and kindness towards you Also WELCOME to Sanctioned Suicide!!!!. We are a group that has all the love and caring in this world for one another. Sending you lots of love and hugs!!!!!! Walter

 

[PeacefulStars]

I too have also lurked here for quite a few months before deciding to make an account. I'm glad to hear you have found your sweet spot; I know from experience the pain that can come with doing it incorrectly.
I wish you the very best and lots of hugs; For not being a native speaker you type in english very well no need to apologize. ❤

 

[whywere]

I too have also lurked here for quite a few months before deciding to make an account. I'm glad to hear you have found your sweet spot; I know from experience the pain that can come with doing it incorrectly.
I wish you the very best and lots of hugs; For not being a native speaker you type in english very well no need to apologize. ❤

WELCOME to Sanctioned Suicide!!! We are a global family that has lost of love, caring, empathy, kindness and support. It is really great having you as a new global family member!! Walter

 

[PeacefulStars]

I've seen you around always saying such sweet messages to everyone. Thank you you're very kind I appreciate the personal welcoming aha! I'm sure many others have been very thankful to get such a message as well.

 

[Pen>Sword]

I hope for a peaceful exit. I'm sorry it had to end like this. Just be safe.

 

[Tbest]

Thanks you all for the kind messages mean to me a lot. I will change to another day, i fear that i will get caught. Will soon update thread when the time is right

 

[Tbest]

Ok just tried again and stopped before i pass out, tomorrow is the day im 100% ready. Kinda worried about my SI once i pass out, so tonight will have a sleepless night and maybe i will be so tired that SI doesnt kick in

 

[Tbest]

Hey everyone this is it, gonna ctb right after writing this. Im thankful that i found SS because it made my life a little bit better and be part of this community where people could actually understand me. Hope that no matter what happens SS will be active and i hope the best to all of you and thanks for all the kind messages.

If i dont update in the next 24 hours well you guys know what happened.

 

[booray]

I wish you a most peaceful journey.

 

[PeacefulStars]

I hope that everything is going as perfect, peaceful, and as fast as you had hoped for; I wish you the very best.

 

[Donk]

RIP and I hope your journey was a peaceful one.

 

[fred farkle]

wish i could do this. oh how i hate life. good luck,young man,hope you hit the sweet spot and find peace,whether in this life or next.

 

[iwanttodie000]

Wishing you a peaceful journey my friend. Wishing you the peace you deserve, hopefully I'll be a long soon enough behind you.

 

[goingrealsoon]

Your pain will be over soon...be at peace.

 

[This_sux ✓]

I guess he died? I hope it was a painless death.

o7 Tbest

 

[goingrealsoon]

me too

 

[orlandom]