Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
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I have put off doing a blood test for Sodium Nitrite because I have been waiting on an airtight container. I have the container now. I am going to numb my thumb with a numbing spray and cut it soon after. I will then take a small amount of SN and drip my blood onto it then quickly seal it and put it in the container. I am crying a lot more now and if shit keeps going south I won't be here much longer. If I do decide to go this year I will let you all know and document my passing as others have done in the past. I just can't stand life no matter how I pretend to otherwise. Mental illness sucks!
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