WillOxyWork
Student
- Jul 4, 2020
- 126
FUCK Tinnitus. I could live with my vision problems if that were the only issue, but tinnitus is a fucking demon. I live constantly in fear of sound. I try so hard to protect my ears, but it still somehow is slowly getting worse. I feel like a dentist is drilling into my ears. My tinnitus is such fucking bullshit that other noises amplify it. I can hear my tinnitus amplified by white noise, the shower, and the wind. Music sounds distorted.
I had made so much progress in the past 2 years with my depression, just to be slapped in the face by a lifelong ailment. Tinnitus ruined my life. I can't live with this fucking condition and be afraid of sound for the rest of my life. I can't enjoy any of my hobbies anymore. I've lost my identity.
I've never felt such a consuming sense of agony. I have all my components for SN except for one, and I'm just constantly checking for when it will be here. It can't be here soon enough. I need this pain to stop now.
I had made so much progress in the past 2 years with my depression, just to be slapped in the face by a lifelong ailment. Tinnitus ruined my life. I can't live with this fucking condition and be afraid of sound for the rest of my life. I can't enjoy any of my hobbies anymore. I've lost my identity.
I've never felt such a consuming sense of agony. I have all my components for SN except for one, and I'm just constantly checking for when it will be here. It can't be here soon enough. I need this pain to stop now.