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how long do you think your note will be?


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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
191
just curious to see i guess. i've been trying to get ideas down of things i want to say in mine (and writing drafts), and then i was wondering how long it's gonna end up being. naturally, this lead to be being curious about yall.
if you plan on writing multiple, feel free to elaborate (or if you just have input in general i'd love to hear it).
 
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eternalpace

Student
Oct 18, 2025
173
It's written and I've uploaded it to a server… When I CTB, I'll leave behind a link to it. It's not the length of a college term paper… just long enough to recognize and acknowledge the good and the bad. In my opinion, leaving a note behind that's lengthy and rambling would be counter-productive and people would attribute the 'babbling' to mental illness… effectively negating any legitimate points that the note might contain.
 
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woodlandcreature

woodlandcreature

tired | they/it | feel free to reach out
Apr 3, 2024
191
In my opinion, leaving a note behind that's lengthy and rambling
i'm curious, do you agree that a note can be lengthy without "rambling?" personally, i think it depends on how many people are being addressed in said note (i.e. instead of writing several, writing one slightly longer note)! i also think people have different reasons for writing notes, some want to comfort others, and some want to be comforted (and may feel this through admittedly rambly writing). that being said, if someone's goal is to appear logical, i agree with keeping it concise.
people would attribute the 'babbling' to mental illness… effectively negating any legitimate points that the note might contain.
idk i feel like the fact that someone ctb already puts that idea in people's mind. regardless of how well constructed a note may be it will always be seen as the ramblings of a suicidal freak. i feel like no one expects a suicide note to be perfectly well-rounded or perfectly logical, but i get your point nonetheless! for example, if someone writes their note while in distress, everyone will be able to tell through reading it fairly quickly. personally, i plan to just say my goodbyes to people. those in my life should be well aware of why i want to die already (it's no secret), so i see no point explaining lengthily. they're not really going to understand regardless haha

and sorry for the long response, i just thought your perspective was interesting!
 
joey2424

joey2424

Member
Nov 2, 2025
33
I have not written mine, but when I imagine it in my mind it is very concise. That I'm sorry, that there is no circumstance or action that could have prevented it, and that I have always known this was an eventuality. Maybe when I actually begin writing, it could change, but I doubt it. I have no intention to address anyone specific.
 
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