Final update

[popuoh]

[ I'm using a snugglehitch knot to tie to the anchor and slip knot for the noose (hangman doesn't tighten itself fast enough so it could lead to suffocation rather than let you be unconscious first) ]
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I failed to do it yesterday because parents were home earlier than expected but I'm prepared today, it's afternoon at the time I'm writing this and they're not gonna be home till evening. I've written letter and said goodbye to my lovely dog. That should give me plenty of time to calm myself and do the deed.



I'll be thinking of SS members who had CTB and hopefully I'll join them wherever they are.



I hope for the rest of you who can recover from this can have a swift recovery and many fortune to come in your life.



For those who can't and have to catch the bus, I hope you will have a peaceful transition and be not a slave to pain and pleasure no longer.



When time comes for you to cross over, you all are welcome to my eternal dreamless slumber party, and I'll be there to guide you all to it.



Once again, I'm very grateful to this community.

 

[motel rooms]

For those who can't and have to catch the bus, I hope you will have a peaceful transition and be not a slave to pain and pleasure no longer.

Slave no longer, dear friend! Freedom...

 

[Death_the_kid]

Finally you are going beyond pain AND pleasure two things i despice equally, i love how you include pleasure side by side with pain because nobody does, pain Is obviously painful AND pleasure Is filthy And dirty, tonight you Will be in my dreams ill wait for you there, if you can please please stay there AND give me a signal, waiting for you brave Warrior....love you and fuck this mother earth.

 

[PlushieLover]

Good bye, I'll see you later man, I hope your last moments are full of pure peace <3

 

[BottomlessPit]

Good luck my friend, hopefully I'll be following you soon. Eternal freedom from dissatisfaction awaits us.

 

[Pen>Sword]

@popuoh, we'll miss you. I'm sorry that the pain is too unbearable. Please be safe. Let's meet at the other side someday!

 

[Death_the_kid]

Please if you can tell me when you go, i want to think of you....love friend

 

[popuoh]

Here I go everyone, I love you all.
Birds are chirping, so beautiful.

 

[Bedrock48]

I appreciate the best wishes. Hope you find the peace you wish for. Hugs and my kindest thoughts!

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Goodbye fellow countryman. It's nice to meet you on this forum.

 

[Death_the_kid]

Love you hope that those birds sing a Lullaby in your beautiful dream And your travel beyond....soon ill be with you by your side joining you, so much love beautiful soul

 

[puppet_nihilist]

I hope it's painless for you, I hope we find your courage.

 

[Wrennie]

I plan to join you someday in your eternal slumber party, my friend. I admire your courage and I pray that you have a peaceful & painless exit from this world at the very least. I'm so sorry for your struggles and I'm hopeful that you finally attain the peace you desire.

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear you've decided to leave this world.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace!

I hope to finally rest forever some day too.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[Symbiote]

I've been to the place where you live, it's a beautiful site to see if you're not from there. I hope your transition is peaceful and your pain is gone.

 

[Gaybonez]

[ I'm using a snugglehitch knot to tie to the anchor and slip knot for the noose (hangman doesn't tighten itself fast enough so it could lead to suffocation rather than let you be unconscious first) ]
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I failed to do it yesterday because parents were home earlier than expected but I'm prepared today, it's afternoon at the time I'm writing this and they're not gonna be home till evening. I've written letter and said goodbye to my lovely dog. That should give me plenty of time to calm myself and do the deed.



I'll be thinking of SS members who had CTB and hopefully I'll join them wherever they are.



I hope for the rest of you who can recover from this can have a swift recovery and many fortune to come in your life.



For those who can't and have to catch the bus, I hope you will have a peaceful transition and be not a slave to pain and pleasure no longer.



When time comes for you to cross over, you all are welcome to my eternal dreamless slumber party, and I'll be there to guide you all to it.



Once again, I'm very grateful to this community.


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Thank you for sharing! Good luck!

 

[Trojan]

Best wishes for a peaceful departure.

 

[The Mute Viking]

We never spoke, but I am thinking of you. Probably far to late and fo ryou to even read this.

I love you, see you soon komrade.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you peace, I hope you find freedom from whatever pain this life has caused you.

 

[antinatalist]

I hope you find peace.

 

[alown]

good trip to you, hoping you find the rest and love you deserve in the next world

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Not sure what happen to OP, but he supposed to CTB at 4:11 PM (GMT +7), Friday 4th June and the account's last activity was at 11:11 PM, Sat 5th June.

 

[Bedrock48]

If ss was open on their phone/ computer it could be someone else looking through this thread. I guess time will only tell if op replies.

However, if you're gone I hope once again that you're experiencing nothing but peace now.