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Parnate
Student
- Dec 16, 2021
- 170
I am 30 male, gay. M very uncomfortable with my orientation and can't come out. My family is asking me to see a girl, basically it will be her family and mine and we will see each other etc, arranged marriage .
When my family asked me if we should start seeing girls , I said yes cause had I said no they would have asked me why and tried to convince me and I didn't have the mental state and energy to face all that, I still don't have it. My family has finalised a girl and my dad called me regarding the same that maybe we should setup a meeting with them. Am feeling anxious and worried. I just dont want to go through all this.
Don't know what to do . I had barely gotten better.
When my family asked me if we should start seeing girls , I said yes cause had I said no they would have asked me why and tried to convince me and I didn't have the mental state and energy to face all that, I still don't have it. My family has finalised a girl and my dad called me regarding the same that maybe we should setup a meeting with them. Am feeling anxious and worried. I just dont want to go through all this.
Don't know what to do . I had barely gotten better.