Discussion Failed my kn attempt / i dont recommend it

[Blueberry Panic]

As I'm typing this in the fetal position trying to not puke lol. Kn didn't work ... drank almost all of it I'd say I had about 2 or 3 sips left .

I'm in the process of heating up my body and trying to get blood circulation going again.

I felt everything that is expected of people who take sn but the one think that was significantly different was the taste.... KN taste like I drank salted battery acid. It was one of the worst things I've ever consumed taste wise in my life.

My body smells like KN amd so does my own saliva.... it's disgusting.

 

[slitwristsbleedcold]

that's must be awful... I'm sorry to hear, take care of yourself, rest a little

 

[Dante_]

Take care of yourself Hela, appreciate you.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm really sorry it didn't go well... Please have enough time to heal your physical and emotinal pain.
Is it possible that your KN is fake, or you took little than 31g? I can't believe that the difference between sodium and potassium caused this.

 

[Macedonian1987]

I'm really sorry it didn't go well... Please have enough time to heal your physical and emotinal pain.
Is it possible that your KN is fake, or you took little than 31g? I can't believe that the difference between sodium and potassium caused this.

I'm betting it was most likely fake or a low purity one. I noticed in recent months that KN and SN often comes in a lower purity than advertised when buying it from sketchy sources.

 

[corpse]

I hope you are doing okay, considering the circumstances.

 

[vig919]

I'm sorry to hear this. I was going to attempt last night as well...the timing wasn't right. I know we got kn from the same source. I'm worried now.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I'm betting it was most likely fake or a low purity one. I noticed in recent months that KN and SN often comes in a lower purity than advertised when buying it from sketchy sources.

Really? I can't find such a thread (I searched "fake KN"). I think information on those sketchy sources that should not be used needs to be shared.

 

[Greasyhair]

I wish you swift recovery. May your next attempt be painless and successful.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Look everyone... it wasn't fake , it different was nirite ... the purity must have been off ... but I know I drank enough to kill me twice over .

 

[Liebestod]

You have the worst luck ever. How many total attempts have you survived now?

 

[Macedonian1987]

Really? I can't find such a thread (I searched "fake KN"). I think information on those sketchy sources that should not be used needs to be shared.

Before making an account on SaSu I've been a frequent visitor here for a year, and in that year I've seen a few SN attempts, one KN attempt and one failed with sodium azide, where people followed protocol exactly and still failed. I cannot find the threads, but I remember them. My guess with these attempts and why they failed is that the chemicals were of lower purity than advertised or (less probably) fake products.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

You have the worst luck ever. How many total attempts have you survived now?

63

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

63

I truly don't want to tell such a thing, but it sounds like for me every your attempt had a critical flaw like a lack of antiemetics or low purity in reality or something. It's too weird that a person could fail so many times. Anyway I'm sorry for what happened on you.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I truly don't want to tell such a thing, but it sounds like for me every your attempt had a critical flaw like a lack of antiemetics or low purity in reality or something. It's too weird that a person could fail so many times. Anyway I'm sorry for what happened on you.

I have died, I flatlined a few times too... my heart just doesn't give up.

 

[jatty]

Just to let yall know to not buy WFE if you are concerned from this.
I even tested it and it was pure, but I guess its not enough, or perhaps there are inconsistent batches.

I talked to another user here and their batch was free flowing while mine is clumpy. So I'm not sure whats going on.

Edit: mine also didnt taste bad at all, no gag reflex at all (though that may have been a personal taste…)

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Just to let yall know to not buy WFE if you are concerned from this.
I even tested it and it was pure, but I guess its not enough, or perhaps there are inconsistent batches.

I talked to another user here and their batch was free flowing while mine is clumpy. So I'm not sure whats going on.

Edit: mine also didnt taste as bad, no gag reflex at all (though that may have been a personal taste…)

Mine was clumpy and it dissolved immediately

 

[jatty]

Mine was clumpy

Hope you feel better. Did you faint at all or turn blue?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Hope you feel better. Did you faint at all or turn blue?

Slight blue finger tips and I went unconscious for about 4 minutes

 

[Blueberry Panic]

If you don't take antiemetics, you'll puke it, and you know it. This is the fourth time you're trying this.

This is so typical of the general sentiment here. You make these posts, get a lot of reaction points, and everyone is so 'supportive' of this type of activity. Doing this is self-harm, not a suicide attempt.

Everyone is speculating about purity and sources. That's all it is – speculation. No proof, no real information, just speculation and making stuff up instead of focusing on the real problem. If you don't take prescription antiemetics (i.e., not over-the-counter ones), it won't work.

I could copy and paste my comment () on your previous thread (which was the third time you did this).

I only puked once ! I know how many times I've failed , you think this shit is easy for me?? It's not !

 

[jatty]

If you don't take antiemetics, you'll puke it, and you know it. This is the fourth time you're trying this.

This is so typical of the general sentiment here. You make these posts, get a lot of reaction points, and everyone is so 'supportive' of this type of activity. Doing this is self-harm, not a suicide attempt.

Everyone is speculating about purity and sources. That's all it is – speculation. No proof, no real information, just speculation and making stuff up instead of focusing on the real problem. If you don't take prescription antiemetics (i.e., not over-the-counter ones), it won't work.

I could copy and paste my post () on your previous thread (which was the third time you did this).

Please dont be rude. She took a lower quality antiemetic, but she didnt puke it up (atleast within the expected time she was supposed to die). We need to speculate so other people dont buy faulty sources.
We dont support self harm here, however we support people's judgement in a safe environment. She genuinely was expecting to end it all, despite her "addiction." Its been genuinely rough for her recently.
Apologizes if me speaking up is out of my place

 

[AreWeWinning]

Please dont be rude. She took a lower quality antiemetic, but she didnt puke it up (atleast within the expected time she was supposed to die). We need to speculate so other people dont buy faulty sources.
We dont support self harm here, however we support people's judgement in a safe environment. She genuinely was expecting to end it all, despite her "addiction." Its been genuinely rough for her recently.
Apologizes if me speaking up is out of my place

I don't think I was rude. I didn't use swear words and didn't call anyone names, unlike OP just a couple of messages above.

I just stated some facts. If you or anyone can't digest that (no pun intended), how is that rude?

 

[traingirl]

As I'm typing this in the fetal position trying to not puke lol. Kn didn't work ... drank almost all of it I'd say I had about 2 or 3 sips left .

I'm in the process of heating up my body and trying to get blood circulation going again.

I felt everything that is expected of people who take sn but the one think that was significantly different was the taste.... KN taste like I drank salted battery acid. It was one of the worst things I've ever consumed taste wise in my life.

My body smells like KN amd so does my own saliva.... it's disgusting.

I was kind of worried about this.. sorry you had to go through this. Please take it easy and rest. I won't be taking the KN now so thank you for updating us. You helped prevent a failed attempt. How much did you take?

 

[jatty]

I don't think I was rude. I didn't use swear words and didn't call anyone names, unlike OP just a couple of messages above.

I just stated some facts. If you or anyone can't digest that (no pun intended), how is that rude?

Well, this girl just survived another attempt after begging to be freed, and you are having some very accusatory tones. Many people would see that as rude. She feels horrible and her blood is probably brown right now, i would give her some leeway.
The substance of your discussion isn't inherently rude; not taking antiemetics and attempting just to attempt is a real problem, but you could have asked for more context or provided more compassion.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I was kind of worried about this.. sorry you had to go through this. Please take it easy and rest. I won't be taking the KN now so thank you for updating us. You helped prevent a failed attempt. How much did you take?

25g if I had to guess by how much I didn't drink

 

[Dante_]

Please take note :

Do not ask sources of blueberry privately as they did not consent to that and anyone who messages them will receive a warning, thank you.

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

As I'm typing this in the fetal position trying to not puke lol. Kn didn't work ... drank almost all of it I'd say I had about 2 or 3 sips left .

I'm in the process of heating up my body and trying to get blood circulation going again.

I felt everything that is expected of people who take sn but the one think that was significantly different was the taste.... KN taste like I drank salted battery acid. It was one of the worst things I've ever consumed taste wise in my life.

My body smells like KN amd so does my own saliva.... it's disgusting.

I'm so glad I never bought it then.

Please take note :

Do not ask sources of blueberry privately as they did consent to that and anyone who messages them will receive a warning, thank you.

Oh hi Dante

 

[Dot]

I don't think I was rude. I didn't use swear words and didn't call anyone names, unlike OP just a couple of messages above.

I just stated some facts. If you or anyone can't digest that (no pun intended), how is that rude?

Accusing sme1 of effctvly attentn seekng whle thy r postng abt suffrng effcts of a suicde attmpt = rde

Also anti-emetcs nevr guarntee tht vomitng wll nt happn - thy jst hlp -- plnty of usrs hve stll vomitd whn usng meto bcse ejectng a poisn = mch strongr thn genrl nausa

As prt of b-ing respectfl & as prt of frum etquette ppl r genrlly expctd 2 b usng a minml amnt of tact or senstvty evn durng procss of droppng trth bmbs -- th/ xpernce wld hve bn dstressng & OP = stll suffrng a lt

 

[Dante_]

Accusing sme1 of effctvly attentn seekng whle thy r postng abt suffrng effcts of a suicde attmpt = rde

Also anti-emetcs nevr guarntee tht vomitng wll nt happn - thy jst hlp -- plnty of usrs hve stll vomitd whn usng meto bcse ejectng a poisn = mch strongr thn genrl nausa

As prt of b-ing respectfl & as prt of frum etquette ppl r genrlly expctd 2 b usng a minml amnt of tact or senstvty evn durng procss of droppng trth bmbs -- th/ xpernce wld hve bn dstressng & OP = stll suffrng a lt

Translation for Dot

Accusing someone of effectively attention-seeking while they are posting about suffering the effects of a suicide attempt = rude.

Also, antiemetics never guarantee that vomiting won't happen. Plenty of users have still vomited while using meto, because ejecting a poison is much stronger than general nausea.

As part of being respectful, and as part of forum etiquette, people are generally expected to use at least a minimal amount of tact or sensitivity even during process of dropping truth bombs — the experience would have been distressing, and OP is still suffering a lot.

 

[woodlandcreature]

:-( I'm so sorry you've been through so much. Must be so distressing I'm sorry. I do appreciate you updating us, so we can make more informed decisions in the future; however, I'm sorry this information comes from such a terrible experience. I hope you can get some sort of rest, and I'm sending virtual hugs