FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 37,036
There truly is only suffering in existing, it's the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how life even exists at all. To exist means to suffer so unnecessarily all while risking experiencing way worse suffering at any moment, it terrifies me how there is the potential to suffer to unlimited amounts in this existence, it disturbs me how one can feel such immense agony yet not die.
Existence itself truly is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, having the ability to exist really is the most hellish imposistion that serves no function but to torment existing beings all while they are destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die anyway. I find it so disgusting how humans choose to impose potentially decades of meaningless torment onto others, it's truly so horrific the amount of suffering they cause by procreating, more than anything I wish I never existed. There's nothing desirable about being conscious and aware, all that appeals to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about. Existing really is just pointless suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way, rather I just wish for permanent nothingness.
Existence itself truly is nothing more than an unnecessary harm, having the ability to exist really is the most hellish imposistion that serves no function but to torment existing beings all while they are destined for nothing but to deteriorate and die anyway. I find it so disgusting how humans choose to impose potentially decades of meaningless torment onto others, it's truly so horrific the amount of suffering they cause by procreating, more than anything I wish I never existed. There's nothing desirable about being conscious and aware, all that appeals to me is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten about. Existing really is just pointless suffering and I don't want to suffer in any way, rather I just wish for permanent nothingness.