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MediumRareChicken

Member
Oct 28, 2025
25
Has anyone here ever thought of CTBing on their birthday? I ask this not because birthdays are bad or anything like that, or that they remind me of loneliness, but I have this weird thought that, because it is my day, so to speak, I can do what I want on it and that my loved ones would have to be slightly more understanding, so to speak.
 
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Greyhawk

Greyhawk

Student
Jan 3, 2025
125
For some reason I have always loved the idea of CTBing on my birthday. I guess it's kind of like giving a birthday gift to myself.
 
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hoppybunny

hoppybunny

Fearer of the Future
Jun 26, 2024
215
I want to so badly. Yesterday was mine and the urge to do it is always stronger on my bday. It feels like I never existed if i die on the same day i was forced onto this place. I'm just too much of a pussy to go through with it.
 
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vanillamilkshakes

vanillamilkshakes

Aspiring Corpse
Aug 26, 2024
522
I almost got the courage to do it on my birthday last year, but SI got to me, sadly.
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
73
I've thought of it, but I personally didn't see much incentive behind it so I don't really differentiate between the days or locations of my death.
 
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JFED

Member
Jul 8, 2020
65
I e definitely thought about it. More so now that it's closing in on it
 
katarinabluu

katarinabluu

Member
Nov 1, 2025
11
yeah i think it would actually be alr. i hate my birthday so having something good happen on it would be like a fuck u to the universe. also having ur death date being the same as ur bday looks cool asf and gives u mad aura on ur tombstone.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
38
That's my plan, actually. I hope to ctb on my birthday next year.
 
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JustDreamer

JustDreamer

Member
Oct 26, 2025
8
Yes, but it's always been with the reasoning that if I were to die on my birthday, it would be one less day for my family to be reminded/sad about my death. They would only be reminded of me on my birthday, not on my death day and birthday. Since they're the same day, if that makes sense.
 
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grandmotherboxing

grandmotherboxing

glorp
Jun 22, 2024
18
Absolutely! I hope I can obtain a method for it soon as i'm deathly scared of more pain. It would be nice to give myself that present
 
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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
340
Every single year.
I hate my birthday and the older I get the worse they are.
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
301
Has anyone here ever thought of CTBing on their birthday? I ask this not because birthdays are bad or anything like that, or that they remind me of loneliness, but I have this weird thought that, because it is my day, so to speak, I can do what I want on it and that my loved ones would have to be slightly more understanding, so to speak.
I figure my loved ones will remember me on my birthday and deathday anyway, so I might as well just give them one
 
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