Even trying to die isnt easy

[sparkie]

First im bookish with history of depression but have no common sense Ive decided on my ctb- hanging- but its taken me three days to get the slip knot sorted double single whatever and now moved on to the anchor knot which by wiki is a Snuggle Hitch so going to take another few days to work this out, is it not possible just to tie a knot like i do with my shoe laces why all these exotic knots that ive never heard of in order to kill myself? Robin Williams used a belt and many people die by mistake by auto erotic stuff so whats with all these knots? I just want an easy OUT and ive decided Partial after research

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

If you fiddle around with your shoelaces they come undone really easily.

 

[Last chance]

Clove hitch will do the job and it's easier to tie. Failing that just tie a load of knots,doesn't really matter what they are if you tie enough of them they'll hold.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Could just slipknot to anchor point, tbh. I just put a slipknot around my neck and pulled at it very hard, felt nothing. Used towel as padding so I don't have the Clint Eastwood "hang em' high" scar tomorrow and had to place the knot on the front of the neck to be able to squeeze hard. The tough part is actually closing the carotids imo.

 

[sparkie]

ok thanks probably not strong enough, but just its funny that even in death i have to get it right but know why knots are important because like everything in life someone has done it before and through experience eventually everyone else finds out so i will do what is required but i just thought it was funny that nothing is easy in life death is even complicated and you have to work at it - before coming on this Site i thought id put a rope around my neck and suspend myself and i would die but now i realize even in death you need to plan its not as easy as that- suppose my bastard father was right theres a right way and a wrong way to do everything- but thats all he said scumbag
Ive now found an anchor point its a large nail out of wall which will be secure, surely ill just need to tie a normal knot on this nail without the snuggle hitch and use slip knot around neck and go forward and let rope pressure go on carodits?

 

[Last chance]

ok thanks probably not strong enough, but just its funny that even in death i have to get it right but know why knots are important because like everything in life someone has done it before and through experience eventually everyone else finds out so i will do what is required but i just thought it was funny that nothing is easy in life death is even complicated and you have to work at it - before coming on this Site i thought id put a rope around my neck and suspend myself and i would die but now i realize even in death you need to plan its not as easy as that- suppose my bastard father was right theres a right way and a wrong way to do everything- but thats all he said scumbag
Ive now found an anchor point its a large nail out of wall which will be secure, surely ill just need to tie a normal knot on this nail without the snuggle hitch and use slip knot around neck and go forward and let rope pressure go on carodits?

Are you sure the nail wont bend/pull out of the wall or the rope wont slip off it?

 

[russlinjimmies]

If I went the partial route I don't know that I would use a rope. I know what I'd use, but I don't want to offer suggestions for a ligature.

 

[Deadly_Intention]

Slipknot is quite easy once you get the hang of it. Sorry for the pun! I'd do on both the anchor and noose end a slipknot. Also I plan on using a bathrobe's tie piece belt thingy whatever it's called, it's soft enough to not cut the skin but makes a surprisingly strong ligature. Been practicing, but still not managing to close carotid correctly...
Agree on even ctb needs so much work and planning etc. Even end of life is hard

 

[sparkie]

Slipknot is quite easy once you get the hang of it. Sorry for the pun! I'd do on both the anchor and noose end a slipknot. Also I plan on using a bathrobe's tie piece belt thingy whatever it's called, it's soft enough to not cut the skin but makes a surprisingly strong ligature. Been practicing, but still not managing to close carotid correctly...
Agree on even ctb needs so much work and planning etc. Even end of life is hard

I read on wiki suicide to get-

Ligature Size and Texture

Comfortableness tier	Examples
Excellent (experts' choice)	BDSM rope (soft cotton bondage rope)[1|2] Shibari rope (silky Japanese clothing bondage)[1|2]

so got it on ebay