CUT
it keeps screaming at me
im falling
she keeps replying
i cant
my porject
its not in good state
i keep SUFFERING.
where have i gone
where am i
IM SO EMPTY
and alone
i see her on zoom
she looks so disappointed
i failed my taem
i failed my boyfriend
nobody should believe in me
WHERE HAVE I GONE
to the harlot mother who didn't raise me and forget my birthdays
FUCK YOU
to the brother who lies and beats me and sodomized me
I HATE YOU
my grandfather hates me
i dont have my drivers license
haha wow what an idiot
i hear myself mocking at my self
IS THIS THE TRUE ENDING
this game
this rebellion inside me
cannot be quelled
i cannot be denied my freedom
but
then again. i want to quit. i want to press 'undo'
i want to go back. i want to see it all again and the experiences will be erased
maybe i wouldnt live with them if i just confessed to the police that my brother did beat me
i could press charges against my mother for conspiring too
but then i wouldnt see him again
my boyfriend
hahahaha
i love him
but am i truly worthy of his love
of his devotion
JHAJHJKHAKJDHAJDK
i HATE
I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE OYU HATE OYU HATE OETURH HARHE HTEHHA HTEHAHTEHH TEH HATE
I HAT EHATE HATE HA THEHTEHAHTE HATEH HAHTE
I HATE HATE HA TEH HATEH HATEH AHTHE HHTE
HATRE
HATE
AHTE
HATE
WHY ATE YOU DOING THIS??
WHY?
STOP
PLEASE
HAATE HATE HATE HABTE HA TE H TEH HTE H AHTEHHAHTEHH AHTE
WHERE AM I
WHO AM I
WHY
STOP
DONT EAT
DONT DRINK
DONT SLEEP
DONT WORK
DONT FRET
LET ME VANISH
DONT FREIND
NOTHING MATTERS
NOBODY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU
NOTHING MATTERS
NOBODY LIEKS YOU
NOBODY WANTS YOU
THEY LEFT YOU OUT TO DRY
FF
my brain talks to me this way and its just normalized
we have a relationship unhealthy
unebenificial
perhaps i should execute it
erase my mind and be controlled by another will
sentient but robbed of willpower to do anything
like maruki and jokers deal
a happy ending for everyone
it keeps screaming at me
im falling
she keeps replying
i cant
my porject
its not in good state
i keep SUFFERING.
where have i gone
where am i
IM SO EMPTY
and alone
i see her on zoom
she looks so disappointed
i failed my taem
i failed my boyfriend
nobody should believe in me
WHERE HAVE I GONE
to the harlot mother who didn't raise me and forget my birthdays
FUCK YOU
to the brother who lies and beats me and sodomized me
I HATE YOU
my grandfather hates me
i dont have my drivers license
haha wow what an idiot
i hear myself mocking at my self
IS THIS THE TRUE ENDING
this game
this rebellion inside me
cannot be quelled
i cannot be denied my freedom
but
then again. i want to quit. i want to press 'undo'
i want to go back. i want to see it all again and the experiences will be erased
maybe i wouldnt live with them if i just confessed to the police that my brother did beat me
i could press charges against my mother for conspiring too
but then i wouldnt see him again
my boyfriend
hahahaha
i love him
but am i truly worthy of his love
of his devotion
JHAJHJKHAKJDHAJDK
i HATE
I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE OYU HATE OYU HATE OETURH HARHE HTEHHA HTEHAHTEHH TEH HATE
I HAT EHATE HATE HA THEHTEHAHTE HATEH HAHTE
I HATE HATE HA TEH HATEH HATEH AHTHE HHTE
HATRE
HATE
AHTE
HATE
WHY ATE YOU DOING THIS??
WHY?
STOP
PLEASE
HAATE HATE HATE HABTE HA TE H TEH HTE H AHTEHHAHTEHH AHTE
WHERE AM I
WHO AM I
WHY
STOP
DONT EAT
DONT DRINK
DONT SLEEP
DONT WORK
DONT FRET
LET ME VANISH
DONT FREIND
NOTHING MATTERS
NOBODY WANTS TO TALK TO YOU
NOTHING MATTERS
NOBODY LIEKS YOU
NOBODY WANTS YOU
THEY LEFT YOU OUT TO DRY
FF
my brain talks to me this way and its just normalized
we have a relationship unhealthy
unebenificial
perhaps i should execute it
erase my mind and be controlled by another will
sentient but robbed of willpower to do anything
like maruki and jokers deal
a happy ending for everyone
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