Sslsh

Sslsh

Experienced
Jan 29, 2020
293
Have been planning to ctb for months via sn but have not been able to do. Looks like I'll be trapped here for the foreseeable future. Every day, I dream of the day I'll finally be able to ctb, playing out everything I plan to do over and over again in my mind, to the point that this is driving me insane.
Really do hope I get hit by a bus/get cancer/die of covid/die in my sleep
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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It seems I can only ctb in dreams too.
I dreamt I ctb by drowning last weekend. Crazy!
 

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