Venting Doing it tomorrow

[C4sper_1412]

Finally got prescribed the sleeping meds ive wanted for so long so tomorrow im going to take them all.
Ive researched and the amount i have plus alcohol will most likely work.
Also i wont be found untill monday around 12pm (planning to do on sunday 10pm)
Im exited honestly ive spent so long suffering and my life has just been bad thing after bad thing i believe fully that this is what i want and im so relieved i finally have a (hopefully) painless death.

For anyone curious lormetazepram(the name in spanish) and im taking 30mg when 10-20 is the lethal amount.

Safe to say im either waking up puking my guts out or not waking up at all.
Lets hope i get lucky

 

[Dingusguy]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for, everyone who has come far enough to find ctb to be the only way deserves peace.

 

[C4sper_1412]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for, everyone who has come far enough to find ctb to be the only way deserves peace.

Tysm i hope you find peace too <3

 

[Malan2003]

Finally got prescribed the sleeping meds ive wanted for so long so tomorrow im going to take them all.
Ive researched and the amount i have plus alcohol will most likely work.
Also i wont be found untill monday around 12pm (planning to do on sunday 10pm)
Im exited honestly ive spent so long suffering and my life has just been bad thing after bad thing i believe fully that this is what i want and im so relieved i finally have a (hopefully) painless death.

For anyone curious lormetazepram(the name in spanish) and im taking 30mg when 10-20 is the lethal amount.

Safe to say im either waking up puking my guts out or not waking up at all.
Lets hope i get lucky

Also also my twt is @C4sperTheIdiot if u wanna see what im up to in my final moments ill probably be posting a quick sui note on there when i do it

My classmate just died a couple of days ago. He took the whole bottle of Effexor and was found dead on his bed, when his mom went to wake him up. The whole community is freaking out he had no signs of depression. I hope he's at peace. If this what you want good luck then!

 

[athiestjoe]

Have you researched the LD50 of this medication? The dose would be extremely large to even approach the LD50 which is still only a 50-50 chance. This does not seem like a viable or likely situation. OD on benzos even in a very, very large (much more than 30mg of lormetazepam - for example even in rats the LD50 exceeds 5mg/kg, in monkeys more than 2mg/kg, there isn't data I could find on humans but taking even a low approach unless someone weighed 33 pounds then 30mg would certainly not be deadly -- check this out https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8823007/) are not a reliable or realistic method. I'm so sorry things are this bad for you right now but that plan is not sadly not realistic.

I hope you find everything you are looking for and find serenity & peace.

 

[maniac116]

I hope your transition is smooth & you find a place of love & peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Whatever you decide to do. Good luck, I hope you find peace.

Benzos don't have the success rate you wish they have, rethink your decision.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace you search for, best wishes.

 

[Theresnoescape]

I do hope you find the peace you're looking for, but maybe do a little more research to be sure you get the outcome you want. I don't want you to suffer, but it's your choice.